Hi I’m scared. My life is going to completely change in two months.
My dad is probably going to disown me
Also how am I going to fund everything
I will probably be moving to another state or somewhere else
I need to be come an adult
1 year and it’s going to change so much.
I will be living my dream. But God how hard. It’s going to be so hard.
I have to start changing my thinking to practical to faithful.
I think today it just hit me so hard. Like a shock. Just everything.
I feel like I am entering into a storm. Ah.
But God has been so faithful and has provided. He has given me great roommates for next year. Who can really pray for me and be with me when I have to make my decision. He thinks of everything that will help me. Every little thing. So my faith should be good, but its a process that I’m still learning.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. That’s how I’m feeling.